This waiting game

Wait.
That's all I do now.

I wait, sit, stand, walk, pace, eat, sleep, ...& pee...and then I wait some more.

Tuesday will be 39 weeks. 

My little Kai Nicolas could be here any day now, and all I can think is how I wish it would be right NOW. More than likely cause I have nothing else to look forward to anymore.

The baby showers were so much fun! :)

The first, with my family thrown by my Aunt Mimi.

We ate good food, played some fun games, 
re-lived some old family memories, & had a lot of fun. :) 

Then the next day, we had another shower at my house with our little group of friends (that might as well be family) thrown by Melissa.

We had so much food & drinks & games.
Even predictions for when Kai would get here!
 It was so loud, so crazy, so extremely AWESOME.

... but at the end of the day, when everything was said & done...

No matter how much fun I'd had, I no longer had anything to look forward to.

Nothing... but D-DAY.

At least I have everyone's predictions to keep my focus.

As the time has passed so quickly, my body has become so different... so HUGE.

I'm really nervous about how my body will do during labor.
 But our little man has also grown so very much.

 

9-19-12                      10-02-12                    12-12-12

12-26-12  

2-14-13   

 3-15-13  

I cant wait to see his face in person. To touch his hands & kiss his cheeks. To see his beautiful eyes & adorable smile. I'm so anxious. I can't wait.

Soon. Really soon... hopefully.

So now all I have to do is wait. Because that's all I do now. 

WAIT.

-_-

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