Something BIG has happened. Something I didn't even see coming...
I haven't been feeling good the last few days, been resting a lot, had some other symptoms that started throwing me off a bit, so I called my mom.
"you don't think.." "no sweetie." "Okay, worth a shot right?"
I've been hoping for so long for SOMETHING to happen, that almost any little change will make me immediately assume the possibility.
But even after talking to mom, I wasn't sure.
Normally I do not question my mother, her judgment on these kinda things are always pretty sound, but I just had to make sure... so I took a test...
Yup, That's right!
I could not believe it when I saw it! I actually jumped off the toilet so fast and ran to grab Melissa just to make sure I wasn't seeing things! (I wasn't even sure if I wiped... ) I was so frazzled. Everyone in the house came running to see what was wrong, & why I was so frantic. Ryan, Melissa, and Anthony, all coming in to find me in nothing but my chonies, (chonies = undies, i had been sleeping, woke up to potty) freaking out. They ALL thought I was upset cause there was a spider in the tub. (I kept pointing to the bathtub)
Nope! Guess again!
No spider, just a really unexpected plus sign!
Nope! Guess again!
No spider, just a really unexpected plus sign!
So I went into the doctors today to have it confirmed. yup! I'm Preggo! They aren't quite sure how far along I am, since my periods are so irregular. if we go by my last "period" (which we don't know was a real period) then I'd only be about a week or two along... which I think is too early. So I'm going by the last time we had sex before my period, which is Sept. 7th. (Yea, I keep track.)
I'm pretty sure I'm about a month along...
Already?! I can't even believe it.. its still not real... I feel like I'm gonna wake up any minute and this will all be a dream.
Not to say I'm not Ecstatic!
Yea, I'm one of THOSE ladies.. the ones who love EVERYTHING about it.. haha
Melissa caaaan't wait. she gives it another month before I change THAT tune.. ;)
(I will add a Belly picture later tonite!)
*Though I know there isn't much there other than FatGirl Fluff* :)
*Though I know there isn't much there other than FatGirl Fluff* :)
This is Melissa & I telling Our Bestfriend Summer,
(Who has been my other half for the last 20 years, and the Godmother of my child )
The big news... & her reaction :)
<3 Ya Breezie!